the new copeland is just as good as the old.
if not better.
so for those of you who are putting it down.
start liking better music.
and suck it.

in other news: i just bought some tang. orange tang.
&orange creme savors.

it's like a magical burst of orange flavors in my mouth.
&i love it.

i'm tired of conceited people.
like about popularity and being hot.

you're not hot and you're not popular so don't put it on your away message because no one really gives a fucking shit. kthxbai.

i've been painting my nails in different classes, i.e.: math &drama because i'm awesome.
OH WAIT, AM I CONCEITED?!
no. because everyone thinks i am awesome.

oh, your face.

delilah rocks your knockers off.

i finally realized something today: i hate north carolina. it's so beautiful sometimes, don't get me wrong. but fuckin hell, it's so boring here. but i mean i guess it's boring everywhere else too. i want to move somewhere where everything goes fast, and it's not so lonely. but then again, as much as i think that NC is lonely, i don't think i could ever leave it.

that is, until i graduate.

i want to go to NY, CA, or TN. In Memphis or something.

kimmi ♥

i have a sudden urge to eat anything orange.
orange tang drinks.
orange creme savers.
oranges.
and orange halls fruit breezers.

LYK3 OMG!!!!!1111

DOES THAT MEAN I'M LYK33 ADDICTED TO TEH WONDROUS ORANGE! LAWL!!!!!

not.

i've tanned, and i feel great.
&i've got big plans for tomorrow.

pornography is so overrated.

KIMMI, OUT!

OMFG! HALO 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111

NOT.



KKK real entry:

i tanned, ate, slept, and hung out with my cock out. no really.
(not.)

i really have a desire to listen to copeland right now.
in fact, i'll go do that right now.

Well last night Mandie slept over, and we had lots of fun.

Moving on though because this is going to be a short update. {I'll update more later.}

I had this audition today for this singing thing. It's where you audition and crap and then you compete blah blah, you get the point. Well I won't know if I made it or not for a month at the most, and I'm pretty anxious to know if I DID make it or not. I know for sure though that I got a 8.9 out of 10 which is not THAT bad, but still I'm dissapointed that I didn't get a 9.

Whatever.

Yesterday, *yes April Fools*, was my gramma's birthday. Today we celebrated it and we went out to eat at this Thai resteraunt. It was good.

On the way back to drop off my gramma at her house, she was talking about my old grandpa. &I started to cry, because I miss him so much. Then my sister started to talk about him, I didn't show that I was crying though. I just looked away and watched the rain fall down.

"I love granddad, he would play tennis with me, and I'd cook him dinner, and he used to ALWAYS sing "All I Want For Christmas Is My Two Front Teeth," and that's when I really just started to lose it because he ALWAYS sang that to me, because he only lived long enough to see my front teeth just forming.

Enough sad stuff...

I love rainstorms.

Well, I've come to the conclusion that I am officially a blog environment FREAK: I've got a livejournal, xanga, &a blogdrive. SOMEBODY CALL THE DOCTOR, I'M OBSESSED! Either that, or I thrive on change. Anywhoooooooooooo...

Moving on: I've really just been chillin' it this Spring Break. I'm actually glad that I only hung out with one person, because I just needed a break to just simply relax and SLEEP. This is actually surprising because ever since last September, I've had AT LEAST one sleepover per weekend, and I always hung out with people. Maybe that's unhealthy...

On a sidenote: I've drank 3 bottles of water today.
&I've got even bigger plans for tomorrow.

I'm really excited to be back at school to see MY FRIENDS, but NOT my report card. This week has been the second most stressful week of my life (nothing will top the week of the National Anthem fiasco), and I don't want bad grades to make it even WITH the National Anthem fiasco.

&before I depart: I'm VERY sorry, to ANYONE I've hurt this past week.

&hearts

I'm back. &here to make some changes.

BUUUUT FIRST:




I've learned a lot of things over the course of one week:

* People make mistakes: big or small, they SHOULD be forgiven. Jesus died on the cross for our sins. He died for us, so we must live for Him. Part of living, is realizing your mistakes, and before you can let anyone else forgive you for those mistakes, you must learn to forgive YOURSELF.
* Friends come and go. As you grow, interests change, and sometimes when people are too good to be true, they usually are. If someone won't waste their time on you, don't waste your time on them. Cherish the old moments with old friends, and make new ones with new friends.
* If you ever hurt someone that means a lot to you, fix things. &if they can't accept it, then move on with your life, because obviously they are too blind to see it.
* Learn to forgive, before someone leaves your life. You'll never know when they could be gone, forever.
* Do not break strong trusts with people. Period. It's not worth it.
* Try to live life, even when it's hard to breathe.

I am a liar. I am a hypocrite. I am a bad person. But I'm going to change.

NOTE TO SELF:

1. Do more things with the fam', and not so much with all your friends.
2. Work around the house.
3. HOMEWORK + STUDYING = A MUST.
4. Keep your room clean.
5. Contact old friends that you've forgotten.
6. Work harder at guitar.
7. Be more respectful.
8. Be more forgiving.
9. Excerciseee!
10. No more scary movies, because you get too many nightmares! =O!
11. Cook dinner when you can!
12. Try not to miss school anymore.
13. Try not to miss guitar lessons anymore.
14. Make chorus, &all other auditions.
15. Listen to that inspiration before you go to bed.
16. Read more.
17. Drink lots of water.
18. No more fast food, ick.
19. Get over him.
20. Get your faith back.
21. Live life.


My life for now: joke.

i'm on my way to a new, improved, and better kimmi!,
the old me.

+++Don't worry, I won't change EVERYTHING about me.

♥




I've wanted to change {for the better} for a while, but I never had the motivation. I've found it. EUUUUFREAKINREKA! (As Cohen would say.)